Why ?

Why am I feel so sad, angry, disappointed, tired and frustrated ?

WHY ? WHY ? WHY ?

Am I did something wrong ?
Am I going to do something that I dislike ?
Or maybe I had do something that is bad ?

?????

My head is full of question now ...

What kind of person am I ?

Am I a good boy or a bad boy ?
Am I annoying people ?
Am I naughty ?

WHO AM I ?

What kind of person am I in front of my friend ?
What kind of person am I in front of my family ?

Who can answer all the question that I ask ?

I need to know why ...
Someone please tell me ...
I'm so confuse ...

Can I just sleep on the bed and don't do anything ?
Can I just stay in home and don't want to go out ?
Can I just sit down at the floor and do nothing ?
Can I stay away from the outside world ?
Can I just be alone ?
Can I be a person that is no one know about me ?

CAN I ?

I wanna rest ...
I'm so tired ...
I can't stand up anymore ...

I feel like want to disappear from this world ...
I want to be in a place that have nobody in there ...
I want to be in a place where only exist of me ...

Why is it so hard to be a human ?
Why can't I just be a bird that has freedom to fly to anywhere ?
Why can't I just be a horse that like to run to anywhere where nothing will block them ?

WHY ? WHY ? WHY ?

Why I'm keep saying why ?
Why I'm getting more question now ?

Can someone please tell me why ?